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There Goes the Neighborhood...

2009-07-18T13:34:00.006-05:00

Damn….damn…that’s all I can say at this moment…I been meaning to write this blog for so long...I actually had it on my mind at least since last week Saturday. I wanted to write about my neighborhood, BROOKLYN. I made the move from nearly rural Jerzey to suburban Queen, NY and now to the “boogie down” BK. I don’t call it boogie down by choice. As matter of fact I’m a lil disappointed but that’s

What Really Happen......

2009-06-27T15:02:00.002-05:00

Okay this what happenedRihanna starts turning the radio down(she wanted to tell chris something)Chris was like “RiHANNA” ?? “Don’t stop the music” !Rihanna: chris I have to tell you something so just “shutup and drive” !Chris : “hold up” “Excuse me miss” Who you talkin to ??Rihanna : CHRiS !!!! I have a secret to tell youChris : “yo” what’s upRihanna: I’ve been “unfaithful” to youChris : well I

True Love Fights......

2009-06-21T10:11:00.006-05:00

Hmmm…it’s Saturday morning…I’ve just woken up and I’m waiting to release the gospel that was revealed to me this week. Sorry to sound so churchy, cuz I haven’t been to church in years but that’s what it feels like …a revelation…an epiphany of sorts…(I feel like that word is over used now).I wanted to share what my boy told me this week which spurred a change in my attitude towards everything

Mr. K...All Spilt Out...

2009-06-06T10:35:00.001-05:00

Pen to paper….Mr. K has really been thinking this week, I have been thinking about two things….I’ve been thinking about my future and who I am. I’ve been thinking about maturity and a lot of stuff a 22 year old shouldn’t be thinking…and it’s a little unsettling, but most people I’ve talk to think its a really good thing to be mature at this age.I am not sure if it’s quiet normal for someone like

Is it True........

2009-05-28T18:37:00.002-05:00

Growing up Special K is no joke. This week has been the most emotionally trying week I’ve had since, well a long time. Everything else in my life is fine except my relationship. I’m going through another break up and listening to Keyshia Cole every morning is the only thing I can do because that’s the only way I can feel as though someone else can feel what I’m feeling.I’m in a small trance, only

I Miss You and I Will Be Back For You....(sad face)

2009-03-08T21:27:00.001-05:00

Prime Real Estate

2009-01-11T18:22:00.005-05:00

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY!!! That's how I feel right now. This year, as my previous entry indicated has gotten off to a big bang! I feel like I am in control of everything and everything is going my way at this point in time. January for me has been a positive month and the first week was just huge revelation in terms of my outlook on this year (and I didn't plan it).I'm out on my own, out of

The Year of Ox...?

2009-01-01T13:25:00.006-05:00

Well, I personally have given much thought to where my blog has lead in the past year and upon examining that, I opted to leave it alone for a bit. I haven't posted anything in probably over a month now because I didn't have the inspiration to make it go in the right direction. The excerpts from the past few months haven't delivered what I offered in the beginning of my blog experience, now two

The End…The Beginning

2008-11-15T23:26:00.008-05:00

So I’ve finally completely closed the last chapter of my life, feels good because I’m letting go. I won’t remain sad about this anymore…so now I’d like to believe we are friends…and for me no animosity exists. I am not angry or blaming myself for the demise and I have let all the guilt go. I had a part to play in it but I can only hold on to that for so long…and for me I have forgiven myself and

DR and.....Breathe

2008-11-09T21:37:00.003-05:00

This post is two fold. I was looking at my older posts earlier today and really taking a second look at what I was feeling at each point in time in my life. Fortunately, most of the important points have been chronicled by this blog. Looking back on the situations that have occurred, I can see clearly what I was feeling/thinking at each point in time. When I vent, I am able to go back later on

The Calm Within........

2008-11-05T23:38:00.001-05:00

Last night, I had enough. I had enough because, I wanted to him to make a real decision. I want him to confront what he feared to a certain extent. I wanted him to decide on the fate of our future, whether friendship or otherwise. And he did. And a certain sense of pride and happiness in me tells me that I am free. I am free of giving what I didn't have. I'm free of personally sacrificing and

Can't Stand the Rain......

2008-11-03T20:49:00.000-05:00

I guess you guys seem to get an update only in bad times but, better an update at this time than no update at all right? Well I don’t want to go into details because I feel like the story has been told before so I don’t want to repeat myself or my argument. But I will give a synopsis of what has occurred. A week and half ago, my boy and me had another argument, not

GRATEFUL!!!

2008-09-06T19:22:00.001-05:00

This week has been a total turn around from all previous weeks this summer. I spent the entire summer working and trying to find a new job and this have been coming but slow in doing so. So I guess this as best as a reintroduction as any seeing that I haven't mentioned anything about my life on a public forum since my graduation and subsequent break up with my first LTR. Now things have really

It is Not Good For Man to Be Alone..

2008-05-25T02:34:00.003-05:00

My place of refuge. I am sitting here thinking about the future. About what the future holds for me. At this point it is uncertain, but while that remains the prevailing factor for most aspects of my life, it doesn't bother me as much for every aspect except this one: I'm single. At one point in time I wasn't. In that time I grew into this little place that said I didn't have to worry about

My Staff and My Rock

2008-05-20T21:37:00.003-05:00

Now, in life we need certain people to help us go on. When I first came to this country...I didn't have any friends and didn't know anyone...I had no shoulder to lean on...no one to listen to my problems, because of that I depended on potential relationships and at one point in time my first b/f. That had a big impact on me when the relationship was over. I was distraught because I was losing a

The Stroll

2008-05-18T15:20:00.004-05:00

This entry I'm writing from a the Starbucks in Kew Gardens after a long walk from Forrest hills. So here goes, the important things that are going on in my life right now. The things that are overwelming me at the moment. Some times it's good just to let it out and not handle it anymore. To not deal with everything, and for a second cry on some one's shoulder even when that shoulder happens to be

Singular or Plural

2008-04-26T21:54:00.004-05:00

This posts is one that comes from "the deep inside." The deep insinde is a place that I don't let out very often, the place that is ephemeral, a place which is undefined but but exactly you. The palce that no one but only a few really understand. It's esoteric becuase it doesn't make sense, at least not to the larger public but it still exists; it is part of us that draws on us, when you least

The Debriefing

2008-04-13T22:56:00.005-05:00

Well, I know I show up like a lunar eclipse every few months or so. It's partly because of time but honestly, it's because I've been consciously avoiding it. I miss reading other people's posts but time really does not at this time allow it. Besides that, the real reason I've been keeping myself away is because I'm waiting for the "BIG POST". You know, "the post" that says everything is GREAT and

Fellin' Bl(gr)oggy Today

2008-03-03T21:21:00.002-05:00

Well...I'm in a blog mood....maybe becuase I had emence amounts of rest. Alot more than I usually have. Now this is in connection with my last most. If you remember..I had a lil' problem sleeping, so this time I decided to get a little chemical help. This is my first experience buying sleeping pills and I tend not to take drugs unless absolutely necessary. My experience even though only 2 days

An update

2008-02-21T08:35:00.003-05:00

I feel extremely bad for not updating this blog in while..it's not like me.. I usually try to at least write twice a month..I been meaning too...lol. Things for me are going ok...not bad at all really.... I started cooking a lot lately and I make mean baked chicken so I'm kinda proud of myself.This will in no way be long post. I just have whole bunch of random thoughts going on in my head right

Weak for once....

2008-01-20T14:01:00.000-05:00

OK…..I’m sorry for the nature of my last few blogs…they have been for the most part pretty depressing. I don’t know what’s going on but something’s not right with me. The Special K of a few months ago has become a very down and emotion ridden person. I haven’t been like this since January of 2006, a time when I had lost my job and I didn’t know how the hell I was gonna eat for the next 4 months.

Can I Handle It?

2008-01-18T15:22:00.000-05:00

I've been sitting hear and I have been thinking....it's a few days before my world gets kicked into turbo gear and the time that I have now I'll probably never see again...I laid in bed until 2:00 pm today and went to bed after 6: 00 am this morning. But at the same time I not fooling myself: I know it's the calm before the storm. This blog post was suppose to be about late new years

The Sandwich Effect....

2008-01-01T15:25:00.000-05:00

Ok, this is my first blog entry of the new year and it's also my 1 year blogging anniversary, yay!!!!! I guess I can milk that little commemoration for all its worth...I'm happy that I'm starting the new year, I'm happy that this is the year that I graduate form college which is just a small part of my life..I'm happy that I'm embarking on a new part of my life.. college really changes you and

Not Ready to Make Nice....

2007-12-16T22:01:00.000-05:00

Well it's been while since I've written a blog..but for good reason. I've really been pushing hard to get my feet on the ground. At this critical time, 4 to 5 months before graduation, I really want to be proud of myself when I graduate..that native drive that I have is kicking in and I'm going at the job market pretty hard. What I'm lacking though, is experience. I've been applying to insurance

Not Your Avergae Thanks Giving...

2007-11-25T17:11:00.001-05:00

Now this post is inspired by some one's actual Thanksgiving day post ...I feel as though his post brought a dose of much needed reality to people that don't really have an idea about real gratefulness is about.I arrived home this Thanksgiving at about 4:00pm. No one was home except for the kids (my cousins)...between the ages of 5 and 14. There was some food but it had all been wrapped away and

OMG!!!!

2007-11-21T12:09:00.001-05:00

Aight aight...haven't been around to give ya'll a post. I actually had soooo much damn material that I didn't know what to do with it. I was planning a very nice article about this kid at my school and his experience coming out to his African family and his mother and sister disowning him. It would have been soooo damn interesting and educational for our community. It was crazy how his shyt went

In Friendship we Trust...

2007-10-28T17:28:00.000-05:00

Well, I promised I would continue where I left off last time. I know a lot of people have been asking me for details about the last post but I would like to keep my relationship as private as possible out of respect for my boi and out of maturity. Now, I would like to go on to the second topic at hand: best friends. Now I'm going to relate a situation that I experienced and I'm going to try to be

Just Like Me...

2007-10-24T22:33:00.001-05:00

So this one is entitled just like me. I know I left you all for a while and I didn't seem like I was going to return. However, I returned for the true, loyal friends and readership that I have accumulated and are still hear. I still feel very grateful for everyone in my life and I see a very happy future ahead for me. So I've been spending a lot of time with my boi and things have been going

Sittin' on Top of the World..

2007-08-20T23:26:00.000-05:00

Ever have that feeling where you don't really want to do the old things you used to do and you no longer have to depend on certain things to carry you through your day? Well that's how I feel. Happiness in so much more. I'm at the secure point in my life where I really feel fulfilled, stable and prepared for the future. I'm focused and confident in the future and ready to forge ahead. Decisions

Like a Virgin Touched for the Very First Time....

2007-07-08T21:21:00.000-05:00

Well its been 1 year, 7 months, and 15 days since the last time I did the dirty deed. Well you guys might be wondering why I'm putting all my business out there...the truth is, I'm proud of it. I'm happy I did it and I'm happy about where it happened, how it happened and who it happened with. Growing up and learning about myself has shown me that I don't need to experience things in order to

I figured it out...I know the secret to happiness..

2007-06-24T00:36:00.000-05:00

Now I'm going to make this post short...this summer has indeed been the type of summer that I anticipated it to be and I have so much going on right now its pretty unbelievable. Your boy has been pretty much bee blessed over and over again so for once I'm really smiling. Well I guess the biggest accomplishment this summer is that I figured out what makes me happy..the funny thing is its so simple

Safer Sex: Using Your Head....

2007-06-23T18:18:00.000-05:00

Very few things we do when having sex are likely to result in HIV. When you know the basics of how HIV can be passed on, you can decide what means for you. For a sexual activity to pass on HIV there has to be: a person a bodily fluid with HIV in it (cum or blood) enough HIV in that fluid to be passed on another person a way for the HIV to get into the other person's bloodstream Without all of

Ayeeee Papi......

2007-06-11T23:18:00.000-05:00

He closed the door ma plan was to make him wait but I couldn’t take it no more he had ma heart pumping visions of me and his body thumping in da shower or on da floor bumping he picked me up in his blue lex even tho I wanted him bad this was more then sex this was passion it was meant to be I thought I would melt in his arms as he held and kissed me I couldn't wait to feel him inside even tho he

Behind a Niggaz Mask....

2007-06-06T02:21:00.000-05:00

Well, if its shocking to you that I’ve posted 3 entries in about the same number of days…DON’T BE (-: !!! it’s the summer time and usually this the time of the year is when I have to most time on my hands and the most creative energy flowing through my circulatory system…I was sitting at my comp. and looking at my pix..b4 you say “oh lawd, this dude is so conceited…and he aint even all that”…lmao

My Imaginary Best Friend...

2007-06-04T21:30:00.000-05:00

I thought about you the other day and I wondered why..I wondered why….while we haven’t spoken and I have no desire to ever speak…there is so much that I should say…there is so much that I know…so much I can tell ...so many words that exists…that I’m able to speak…I want to talk..to say..to type..to tell…I have no desire to speak …I shouldn’t…I recall the days when…what we thought was f****dship

Extra Extra!!! Sex on the Beach this Summer!!!!

2007-06-03T18:13:00.000-05:00

>Now, Its been forever since I've wrote an entry but that fact is that there exists so much material for me to right on that it's a shame that it hasn't been transferred to the blog world. I'm on vacation now and I've had alot of time on my hands, but I never could seem to type in blogspot.com in my address bar. Mostly because of self-induced laziness; it happens every summer when I go from a

To Fly to be Depressed/ Air Humping the New Trend?

2007-05-13T00:23:00.000-05:00

The mistake i made is clearwe never shoulda been togetherThats the reason you're not hereI know that I can do much betterNot a single salty tearNot a feeling in my chestBaby im feeling no stressIm too [damn] fly to be depressed... (have fun figuring out the author)We'll for those of you who know me..the poem above would make sense....if not...maybe you're not suppose to know....lol..Well anyways,

Sex and (in) the City...

2007-05-07T16:26:00.000-05:00

I found this article in The New York Times while doing some research for a paper...was pretty facinating...it gives a really modern take on homosexuality and gay marriage...promise you wont be disappointed.May 6, 2007Modern LoveAn Ancient Coda to My 21st-Century Divorce By CINDY CHUPACKI WAS finally getting married. That’s what I kept telling people. I didn’t say I was finally getting married “

This is dedicated to my Ex.....The more unattractive one...

2007-05-03T16:48:00.000-05:00

Ever wonder why after so many years you’re still not over meEver wonder why after so many break ups you’re still not the one for meEver wonder why I’ll never look your way,Ever wonder why my friends actually stay,Ever wonder why I never struggled on one push up and your still trying so hard to loose your gut,Ever wonder why I came from nothing but everything you ever have seems to crumble because

Goodnight baby....I **** U

2007-04-07T19:02:00.000-05:00

Goodnight baby...I **** u...I thougt of you today...You controlled me today...you owned my heart today...you planted..your thoughts..you mind..your face in my heart today...you meant everything to me todayyou held my hand today..You held me today...you gave your heart to me today...you covered my heart today..you made my cry today...you owned my soul today..you mad me weak today..you became

Do I have to Tell a Nigga How to be a Nigga - Part One

2007-03-24T10:08:00.001-05:00

Do I have to tell a nigga how to touch me?Do I have to tell a nigga how to hold me?Do I have to tell a nigga when to call me?Do I have to tell a nigga I'm lonely?Do I have to feel wrong,when it ain't strong?keep my mouth closed?Can't a nigga from the hood find a homie,that ain't just tryna hang around me?Do I have to show a nigga I'm a nigga?Do I have to apologize for my emotions?Do I have to

Battle of the Youtube Ciaras - Who won?

2007-02-15T03:23:00.000-05:00

Season of Friendship

2007-01-28T20:51:00.000-05:00

Wow..2007 is actually turning out to be a pretty good year as expected..I mean even in January such great things are happening already. I mean even today on Sunday Jan. 28th three important people have shown their significance in my life. I'll present the 2 scenarios and go into a bit of detail about my definition friendship which has developed to be extremely unique during the past years.Names

Why You Dress Like A Nigga?!!!

2007-01-17T18:28:00.000-05:00

I recently went to meet a bunch of my homeboi's (all straight) to chill. Jokingly, as I entered the room, one of them exclaimed, "Why you dressed like an European son?!!!" Now this dude is always getting on me because of the unconventional way I dress, so I responded "Why you dress like a nigga?!!!" lol, don't worry he didn't get offended, it was funny. However, the experience brought up a major

Boy Friend Running Up Your Long Distance Charges?

2007-01-06T13:32:00.000-05:00

Have you ever had a long distance relationship (LDR)? Long distance relationships have been a permanent fixture in my life. So much so that it possibly qualifies me to be an expert on the subject..lol. I have learned the science of these relationships to the point that distance doesn't become an issue anymore...often enough for the people it is still an issue. The question of whether one can be

Happy Fuckin' New Year!!! - by the end of this year you'll be sucking my dick!!!

2007-01-01T00:27:00.000-05:00

Well, what can I say, this is my inaugural post. Whoopee!!! It's been about over a year now that I have been meaning to start my own blog but now in 2007 I finally made enough preparation to produce the kind of human impact I want. I must warn you I tend to be extremely entertaining and thought provoking with a tendency to go over board with my writing. There are so many things I want to say and