Sittin' on Top of the World..

Ever have that feeling where you don't really want to do the old things you used to do and you no longer have to depend on certain things to carry you through your day? Well that's how I feel. Happiness in so much more. I'm at the secure point in my life where I really feel fulfilled, stable and prepared for the future. I'm focused and confident in the future and ready to forge ahead. Decisions seem more well thought out and well placed. A place in life where you feel like your beginning to make use of your manhood. MAN IT FEELS GOOD TO GROW. I feel the culmination of you developing into your manhood is really finding the one that is going to be by your side, your personal sidekick, agent, partner-in-crime (and other things, lol), and the part of your life you really and truly live for. Real men know that money, material goods and popularity don't mean anything. A place of reverence and exceptional maturity, a feeling of giving of ones self and allowing yourself to create happiness for others. A place of security and beautiful humanity. I feel like I been blessed with the qualities I need. We are social by nature for a reason; it's imperative for our survival.

Now on to other matters. It's amazing that some people today still find themselves doing exactly what they shouldn't be doing in order to achieve the goals that they find themselves unable to achieve on their own. Now, when you're happy this is the time when people who are unhappy with their own lives (and in this case, admittedly so) try to bring you down. 95% of the time these people are cowards. Don't give me wrong, it's not that way with the majority of people. It's reserved to a small pathetic few. Those people that sit an examine their life and realise, "Hey, I'm not happy, theirs no one (worth it) who loves me, I don't have any real friends and I'll never be a good person, so you know what; I'll have to make the people who I most want to be like just as miserable as me. This way I can get them to give me unnecessary attention." Fortunately, this never works on genuine people. But here's to those who really never know what they are doing but think that they can break something that is pretty much unbreakable; trying to make other people's life worse will never equal your life getting better. I mean come on, you really gotta try harder (or maybe smarter) than that. Hater's never win cause we're still on top of the world!!!!!

A Very Excited, Confident & Grateful,
Special K