Like a Virgin Touched for the Very First Time....

Well its been 1 year, 7 months, and 15 days since the last time I did the dirty deed. Well you guys might be wondering why I'm putting all my business out there...the truth is, I'm proud of it. I'm happy I did it and I'm happy about where it happened, how it happened and who it happened with. Growing up and learning about myself has shown me that I don't need to experience things in order to learn them. I can learn from the experiences of others. Waiting also gave me a better understanding of myself and for some reason now I understand why things didn't happen even when I thought they would. Things didn't always go as planned. They happen when they needed to happen and with whom they are suppose to happen with. If it happened when I wanted it to then it would not have been nearly as special as this. Ain't nothing better than knowing that the other person is putting in as much as you are and that moment means as much to them as it does to you. Of course there weren't any fireworks nor did the right song come on at exactly the right moment but those things are not what make that moment of last innocence special. You only know if it was right when your done, the testosterone has settled and you're laying there and they are asleep but your still awake thinking about it. GOD damn it..that shyt was good!!! What a way to put me back in the game. I'm not gonna say it's like riding a bike cuz it just not that simple. Half of these niggaz don't even have the slightest idea of how to put it in. This time it felt new again: like a virgin, touched for the very first time. I almost couldn't remember what it was like but apparently I haven't lost my touch at all....that type of shyt that make you wanna smoke something after (that is if I did smoke)...

Here's to the simple but valuable pleasures in life,

A very Satisfied and Content,

Special K