Well, if its shocking to you that I’ve posted 3 entries in about the same number of days…DON’T BE (-: !!! it’s the summer time and usually this the time of the year is when I have to most time on my hands and the most creative energy flowing through my circulatory system…I was sitting at my comp. and looking at my pix..b4 you say “oh lawd, this dude is so conceited…and he aint even all that”…lmao that not the end I was looking for.Iit really hit how my style has changed so much in since past 3 years…I saw it changing almost unconsciously, like I was someone else looking at it form a distance and having no real say in it. Of course the general principles and concepts remain the same; still clean still a urban/chique… but the mixes and servings of each has changed…anyone that know me knows I still love a clean shirt and a tie…but my persona in relation to subliminal messages remains the same. Clothing has changed quiet a bit..I mean I have rolled around a few times and given into the more or less typical urban rockstar look that is being popularized these days… even the straight boys rockin’ some questionable shyt in order to achieve the effect. I believe no matter how unique we dress…we find out self in that familiar confinement of urban pop-culture…no matter how we define our clothing style..the image is unique and different but essentially the same. It is not an exception to be unique…however we popularize unique and before you know it unique has become mainstream. I also realized how old and out of date my photos are..lol but that’s another story…..I think I’ve been to lazy to do new photos especially the butt naked one…jus playin’. Not into amateur porn. However it is only fair that give people the right image..I don’t agree with false advertisement. The real reason I haven’t is that the excitement has really escaped me…the e is no newness in doing it. I believe I’ve grown ever so slightly more conceited over the years but even more yearning of that which is far below the surface. Now I noted the other day that someone told me I look better in real life than in my pix. I was under the impression that It was the other way around. Lately I seem to care less and less about what image I present under the camera. I guess it’s a slow realization that there is not to much that overcomes personality. I believe I rely more on my personality to attract the ppl I want….which is a good thing..I’ve been told I look mean in my pix but I’m a much more fun-loving person in real life….I been known that’s truth lol. I put up the mean pix to ward off the unwanted…lol. Only a cherish few see the smile.lol …I think I’ve become comfortable in the fact that I tend not to disappoint in looks or personality when I people in real life..I guess its part of growing up that we realize that there is much more behind the mask.
A very good -looking, smart and mature Special K
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